Tuesday, April 20, 2004 Last modifiedSaturday, April 17, 2004 11:45 PM PDT
Spiritual life remains for Allen Throop
Sunday Notebook
By Jeff Welsch Sports Editor
At
first sensing and then finally inviting the inevitable, Allen Throop
spent his final few days saying good-bye to his favorite son, his
favorite daughter and his favorite wife.
On Monday, he reluctantly but peacefully said good-bye to his favorite life.
Allen,
whose periodic Venture stories took our readers to extraordinary places
in the American West, died at age 59 after a brief but noble struggle
with that cruelest of diseases, amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, better
known as Lou Gehrig's disease.
I didn't know Allen long, but I certainly knew him long enough.
I
appreciated him early for his ability to paint vivid pictures of such
places as Yellowstone National Park, the northern Rockies and Ankeny
National Wildlife Refuge.
I appreciated him late for his
unwavering spirit and determination to squeeze every ounce of
opportunity from the creeping tentacles of his body's limitations.
I appreciate him now for showing me how to die with dignity, grace and even humor.
And
I'll always smile at the way he somehow wove "my favorite wife," Janet,
into his stories about hiking, cycling and, in his final months,
wheelchair riding in his beloved outdoors.
It always seemed
unfair to me that someone so vibrant, so adventurous and so connected
to the world around him would suffer such a fate.
Yet if Allen thought such thoughts, it was darkness shown inward.
He saw himself on the same track as everyone else, except that the fates had pushed the fast-forward button on his life.
To Allen, it only meant that every moment was just that much more precious.
Last
summer, when friends and family gathered for a "wake" at one of his
favorite places, Beazell Memorial Forest near Wren, Allen listened to
one glowing story after another and then, through twinkling eyes,
quipped, "when I'm gone you can say what you really think."
Well,
suffice it to say nothing has changed except that the eyes, spirit and
dignity have evolved from the physical to the spiritual.